Well ,
I Havent Been Blogging Lately ..
But Maybe I Should Blog Back Whenever I Use My Comp
Guess This Is The Only Place I Can Share My Toubles With
Anw Its Dead For So Long No One Would Come LOL ..
Lately Im Feeling Terrible ..
Ive Regretted .
They Say Love With No Regrets But ...
Sigh ..
I lOVED With Regrets .
Deep Down In Me I Just Want You To Know That I Still Love You
But Right Above That ..
IM TRYING MY VERY BEST TO FORGET YOU
But ..
I Cant ...
Ive Changed To A Person Whom Text Often Despite Scoldings
My Parents Have Learnt To Aceept It ..
But Its Too Late ..
He Is The One Lending Me His Shoulders When I Need A Shoulder To Lean On .
But Also He Wakes Me Up From My Dreams
And I GOtta Thank Him Cos ..
I Just Needed Someone To Tell Me Straight In My Face That
You're Gone n Thats A Fact
When Youre With Her Now ..
Im Trying To Accept It But After The Exams ..
I Would Be Seeing You n Her All Over Again After School ..
Maybe For Jusdt Next Week Ill Head Straight Home
So That I Can Use This Time To Forget .
I Dont Want To But I Must .
Cos I Know Things Arnt Gonna Change .
You Love Her .
I Really Hope He Can Do It Again
To Tell Me Straight In The Face ..
'' Both Of Them Have Feelings For Each Other So Just Let Go . "
So That I Can Cry One Last Time .
To Make A Deeper Scar To Forget You .
Its My Mistake And I Tot You Didnt Keep Your Promise ..
But In Fact You Did .
Im Sorry For ALL that I Caused You .
Your Last Word Was Friends .
But Its Doesnt Seem So Cos Everytime I See You
Its Strangers Im Thinking Of ..
Maybe It Should Stay This Way .
I Aint As Sociable As Her So ..
Maybe Shes The One Who Will Be There For You ..
Oh Its Not Maybe .. It Should Be She Will Be The One Who Is There For You
Best Of Luck Then .
Hope That You Love Her Well
As Well As She Treats You Well ..
I Will try ..
And This Is The Best Way I Think .
Have You Ever Wondered Why I Didnt Ask For A Patch ?
Its Bcos When I Wanted To ..
You're Starting To Love Her .
And It Breaks My Heart Just For You To Love Her .
So i See You And Her Tgt Everyday
Do You Think I Still Dare To Interrupt ?
Well Its Been Closing To 3 Months Plus Since Our Break Up .
Ive Never Forgotten These Days ,
Every Month Passed
Menas The Deeper The Feelings You Got For Her .
Well I Never Forgotten Mine For You .
Every 28th at 617 .
I Never Fail To Look At My Phone
Hoping You Would Send A Messge To Me .
Asking For A Patch Maybe ?
But I Guess It Doesnt Work This Way .
I Wonder If I Would Really Be Hurt Next Year .
Cos ..,
You Would Be Spending More Time With Her.
I Dowan To See Myself Heartbrokened Anymore
When I Know Its My Wrong Doing .
Its My Fault .
But Now That You Loved Her .
Nothing Is Going To Change That .
And I Guess We Wont Be Tgt Again .
So .. I'll Try my very Best To Forget .
To Erase You Away,
To Tear You Away,
From My Heart .
And To Blind Myself Away ,
From The First Sight I See You .
When I See You , I Would Look Down
When You See Me , You Will Look Down .
When I See You , I Would Walk Another Route ,
When You See Me , You Would Walk Another Route As Well .
Idk What This Means
But I Know Both Of Us Are Trying To Forget Each Other .
Well Its Easier For You Cos Now You Love Her .
I'll Be The One Having The Hardest Step To Forget .
He Have Been The One Ive Been Telling My Secrets To .
If You Want To Know The Reasons Why I Was Like That .
Maybe You'll Have The Curiosity To Ask Him .
Or Maybe Here ..
Its Bcos I Am Not Sociable And
It Onced Happened That I Lose My Best Friiends For A Guy .
So I Treasure Friends More In A Way
But I Still Love You .
In The Past I Was Still Quite Close W Your Ex .
And I Dowan History To Repeat Again In Sec School .
When I Was With You .
I Was Afraid She Would Have A Mindset That
im the girl who snatched you away ,
she cried so hard for you .
but when i heard she slapped you ,
i felt the opposite ,
but afterall shes still my friend .
i dowanna be called a bitch for no reason ,
i was afraid .
i dowan the past to happen again .
i knew that she loved you .
just like i do now .
and i should have seen that coming
when you treated her that way after break up .
im really curious how she forgets you .
i wanted to aask but ..
maybe i shouldnt .
well .
I Wish Time Could Rewind .
I Wish I Could Change ,
I Wish You Will Come Back To Me ,
Just Right Next To Me ,
I Wish I Can Treat You Right ,
But Fate Doesnt Seem To be Allowing This To Happen .
..
..
Im Sorry ..
iloveyou.
but
Ill Forget You .
im trying to . 28th